novelones Chapter 89 Did Long Aotian Apprentice Teacher Today?
Chapter 89 Did Long Aotian Apprentice Teacher Today?
"why??"
Qin Chiyu thought for a moment that he had heard it wrong, but when he saw that Lu Wanxian deliberately avoided his gaze, he knew that he had heard it right. The confusion from the bottom of his heart prevented him from thinking about anything else, and he just stared at Lu Wanxian. , refused to let go of his hesitation, wavering...if there was any.
"Is it because of the Sheng family? Did the Sheng family not allow you to accept disciples? I know they made things difficult for you in the Ziji Hall. Is it not over yet? Wait, I'll go find Sheng Yusui—"Qin Chiyu" "I stood up, my chest was heaving, the blood rushed straight to the top of my head, and my ears were buzzing.
"No," Lu Wanxian grabbed his arm and forced him back, "Sit down and listen to my explanation."
Qin Chiyu sat down, his heart was pounding against his chest, and a muscle in his neck was hurting, he turned his head to look at Lu Wanxian, staring at his face, he heard himself asking stiffly: "Why is that? Is it because my cultivation level is not enough, or I can't meet your requirements? Then I can practice until you are satisfied."
Lu Wanxian looked at him, as if waiting for his anger to subside.
Qin Chiyu took a deep breath, trying to stop his current self from being so ugly, but the blood boiling in his body did not calm down because of the deep breath, but instead flowed to a deeper place, brewing a more intense outbreak, he Unable to restrain himself, doubts, anger, self-denial, and negative thoughts ran wildly in his head, making him unable to sit still at all, and wanted to jump up immediately.
"I can't take you as an apprentice, not because you are not good enough, but because I can't teach you." Lu Wanxian said in a tone as calm as possible.
Qin Chiyu frowned in doubt, his eyes kept rolling, looking at Lu Wanxian, as if he wanted to see from his expression if he was joking - if Lu Wanxian couldn't teach him, then there was still a lot of people in this world. Who can teach him?This reason for rejection itself is like a joke.
After waiting for a while, Qin Chiyu did not wait for further explanation.
He repeated it again: "What does it mean that you can't teach me? Could it be that you are the one who taught me foundation building and spells?"
"Anyone can teach you these things, Wang Wenxu can do it, Sheng Yusui can do it, even the medical trainees at Xuanhuyuan can do it," Lu Wanxian said.
Qin Chiyu's voice became deep and sluggish, and he couldn't suppress the anger below: "You just want to push me out, Wang Wenxu can, Sheng Yusui can, Master Taihe can too, but you can't! If you can't, just To be blunt, why are you finding excuses to prevaricate me like this! When you find so many capable people for me, don’t you ask me if I can, would you like to worship them as my teacher?! Yuheng Peak’s water-avoiding beads , I have already returned it to Wang Siyuan. As long as Sheng Yusui is surnamed Sheng for one day, no matter how good he is, I can’t worship him as my teacher! Master Taihe... If I want to cure diseases and save lives, please ask God to give me a consummation A full family! Let me still have extra compassion to worry about the life and death of the common people in the world!!"
When Qin Chiyu mentioned "Yuheng Peak", he couldn't suppress his anger. He clenched his fists unknowingly, stood up again, and his whole body was like a tight bow, wanting to shoot the angry arrows indiscriminately. Go out, destroy everything that is peaceful in front of you, especially, destroy this seemingly peaceful person in front of you, make him hurt, and make him unable to easily say such perfunctory words again!
If the last time Lu Wanxian rejected Qin Chiyu in this Wanhuashan small residence, it could still be said to be a momentary misunderstanding, then this time, Qin Chiyu can be sure that Lu Wanxian is targeting him, but he doesn't know why, getting along with him After such a long time, he thought he was special to Lu Wanxian, yes, even Han Xijian could tell that Lu Wanxian was partial to him, but why, why, why, Lu Wanxian Still rejected him, not even willing to find a serious reason, the rejection and excuses at this moment, all kinds, like a slap in the face, slapped Qin Chiyu's wishful thinking hard on the face.
But he still didn't believe it, he didn't believe that Lu Wanxian hadn't wavered, he just wanted a real reason, so that he could give up!
"I just want to know," Qin Chiyu gritted his teeth and had to pause for a moment to stabilize his trembling voice, "The real reason why you don't accept me is not such a perfunctory, unbelievable reason! "
When those dark eyes were staring at him, Lu Wanxian couldn't help but think of Lord Yan in his past.
"There is no reason," Venerable Yan was dressed in a velvet coat, and the robes turned into blazing flames fluttered up and down in the wind with the breath of the demon realm in front of Yu Yuan. He was looking at the sky behind him, "Just act as if you never accepted me as an apprentice."
A hundred years of getting along day and night, a thousand years of master-student friendship, how could it be as if it had never happened before?How can you pretend it never happened?
At that time, I was also full of reasons, wishing to capture Qin Chiyu and torture him, to squeeze out a credible reason from his mouth, to sever kindness for no reason, to suddenly betray, like a knife, suddenly stabbing It entered the softest part of the heart, but the handle of the knife was held in the hands of the closest person. When I looked up in disbelief, I didn't see the slightest entanglement, guilt or painful struggle, and some only looked calm.
There is no why.
Just pretend you never had my apprentice.
Lu Wanxian knew that kind of pain, and no one knew it more concretely, vividly, and with more details than him. For 100 years, as long as he closed his eyes, he could see the gray-white sky under the sky. At the huge entrance of Yuyuan, fire and scorched earth mixed into a scorching stench, distorting every inch of the air. Under that background, there was the expressionless Yan Zun, with a deep and hoarse voice spit out from his mouth, familiar tone With the nasal voice that I have long been used to, I used to say intimate, heartfelt, and shameless words, but now I say something else.
I'm leaving, don't follow me.
After speaking, Venerable Yan turned around and walked into Yu Yuan without looking back, until the last corner of the blazing cloak disappeared in the huge shadow of the abyss.
There is no why.
"Lu Wanxian!!"
The deafening roar pulled Lu Wanxian back from his trance back to reality, and brought him back to within a square inch of eye contact and breath contact.
Qin Chiyu no longer needed to raise his head to look at Lu Wanxian at the same level, his face was not as pale as before, his cheeks grew plump and firm muscles, and his eye sockets and cheekbones were reddened by anger, making him look so young, There is still a cavity full of emotions to vent.
He did have anger that was about to spill out, and if it wasn't for the habitual respect restraining him, he might have reached out and grabbed Lu Wanxian's lapel, because Lu Wanxian was distracted just now? !
"What are you thinking again! Are you thinking about your former apprentice through me again?" Qin Chiyu stared angrily, "I am Qin Chiyu! I am the real person standing in front of you! You Don't look at me, but think about a person who has been wiped out, is he that important to you?"
Lu Wanxian was slightly stunned. He didn't know when the topic came up with "former apprentices". After thinking for a while, he remembered that he had told a lie... Then, Qin Chiyu seemed to be very sensitive, and he saw through the lies. On the surface, he discovered the essence of the problem. Lu Wanxian was really thinking about "the former apprentice who was wiped out in ashes." The lie can be compared with the truth. Lu Wanxian didn't know whether to praise Qin Chiyu for being smart or wait for the passage to be revealed in silence.
Qin Chiyu didn't intend to reveal it, he took another step closer, his breath almost spraying on Lu Wanxian's face: "What's the name of that scoundrel? Hmm?"
Lu Wanxian frowned slightly, moved his lips, but did not answer him.
"Do you call him Qin Chiyu?" Qin Chiyu asked suddenly.
Lu Wanxian raised his eyes in astonishment, and looked at Qin Chiyu anxiously.
"As expected..." Qin Chiyu turned away from Lu Wanxian angrily, and turned around in the small room, like a trapped animal, unable to get out, so he could only vent his excess energy by going around in circles He stomped heavily on the floor, and said to himself what he was thinking wildly in his rage, "He is the spiritual root of heaven and fire, the apprentice you have spent all your efforts to teach, but he walked away Going astray, and finally disappearing... So, you think it's your fault, you can't teach someone like him, you don't even want to remember his name, don't you? This incident hit you too hard, Because you have spent your heart and soul for him, so when you meet me who has the same spiritual root as him, you can't help but help... But now, you are afraid that you can't teach me well, and you are afraid that I will be just like him On the wrong path..."
Lu Wanxian was surprised to find that Qin Chiyu's reasoning was a little off. What an amazing intuition it was to discover the essence of the problem from a lot of lies.
Qin Chiyu stopped suddenly, just as suddenly and without warning as when he started circling irritablely, so that Lu Wanxian hadn't put away his surprised expression.
Qin Chiyu stared directly at him with dark eyes, and there was a flash of understanding and heartache in his eyes.
"I guessed it right." Qin Chiyu said, his usual good-sounding boyish voice had a muffled nasal voice, as if overlapping with the adult Qin Chiyu in the past, but his eyes were full of despair, and he rushed to Lu Wanxian as if to vent With a loud roar, "You don't intend to accept me, why did you save me? You might as well let me die, why give me hope and tell me no, that's just a misunderstanding!"
After speaking, he rushed out, his shoulder hit the door frame, and there was a loud noise. He grunted in pain, shook his body again, staggered and pushed the door open, and ran wildly into the night.
Lu Wanxian stayed in the room for a while before realizing that he had reached the door and stepped over the threshold with one foot.
"Is the host sure you want to chase him out?" The long-lost voice of the Heavenly Dao System rang in his ears, "So what if you chase him out? Can you repeat what you just said?"
"..." Lu Wanxian realized that this was indeed the case.
"Why must the host refuse to accept him as an apprentice?" The Heavenly Dao System asked angrily, "Qin Chiyu in this life has no memory, no double-heartedness, and no regrets for the host, right?"
"No." Lu Wanxian pushed open the door, his eyes swept across the hillside, ditches and vegetable gardens under the moonlight - there was no one there.
"Then why? It's just a master-student status. Is it really so important to the host?"
"It's just a master-student status," Lu Wanxian snorted lightly. He didn't want to talk nonsense with the Heavenly Dao system, but since it stepped on its head, he didn't reply. "I don't know who arranged for my son to worship under some unknown Lu Xun. When my son falls into the devil's way, he will blame me for all his mistakes, so that I will not be able to ascend, and I will start all over again." I. Since you have already explained the cause and effect of this evil fate to me clearly, and I am not a muddleheaded person, how could I repeat the same mistakes? The grievances he is suffering now are only related to two people, one of which is him who is willing to fall into the devil's way Myself, and the second is your master who forcibly pulls his karma with me—Heavenly Dao!"
The Heavenly Dao system is blocked.
"Forget it, I wanted to chase him. Thinking about it carefully, it was indeed as you said. Anyway, I can't come up with anything new. In the end, it's just those perfunctory words. It doesn't make sense to say it again." Lu Wanxian retreated into the house , closed the door, turned around, and saw a stack of unopened quilts still neatly piled up on the bed.
The Tiandao system was silent, and the room was quiet, only the soft sound of burning candles.
Lu Wanxian couldn't help but see the angry appearance of a young man again in his mind.
"It's better to let me die, why give me hope again!"
Lu Wanxian closed his eyes and pressed the small piece of cartilage connecting his ear to his cheek.
He sighed, turned around, and chased out the door again.
The moon drifted into a black cloud, and the slope of Wanhua Mountain became several degrees darker.
Without the flying sword, Lu Wanxian could only run from here to there with his legs, sometimes using the height of trees and rocks to expand the search area.
Qin Chiyu ran so fast that he disappeared after a while.
If he hadn't seen the crane standing alone by the ditch outside the vegetable garden, Lu Wanxian would have thought that he was so angry that he flew back to Mengtian Jingshe.
Lu Wanxian could release his spiritual consciousness to find him, but Qin Chiyu is not what he used to be, he is already a man of cultivation, and he doesn't want to see Lu Wanxian at the moment. What a radical thing.
Lu Wanxian had no choice but to admit that he was unlucky, and searched for the unlucky child with his eyesight.
Wait, he has another way.
"Heavenly Dao System, come out to work, quickly find your little master."