I really don’t want to be reborn

Chapter 117

"Teacher, I'm fine. You can go back." Ding Xueqi's tone of voice changed, and she was so choked that she couldn't even speak.

Lin Shaoqi thought she was too sad, so he didn't take it to heart. He told her not to be too sad and left.

After the teacher left, Ding Xueqi hurriedly got out of the hospital bed and asked the nurse how much money she needed. The nurse said it was free. You just fainted from fright and didn't give you any medicine.

Ding Xueqi was relieved when she heard that no money was required.

If she still needed money, she would really rather not come here, she would rather faint and die.

Ding Xueqi dragged her weak body out of the infirmary, her head turned into a mess of porridge, the kind of boiling and bubbling porridge.

As soon as I left the infirmary, I heard the voices of the women talking again.

'This is the shameless woman'

'Hey, I've received my retribution. I've come to the infirmary now.'

'You just didn't learn well in your freshman year, you imitate other people's methods of hooking up with rich men'

All kinds of harsh words were like sharp thorns, which made Ding Xueqi feel uncomfortable all over. She recalled how she was in such a state of embarrassment when someone broke her vegetable soup, had her food thrown at her, and even had her eggs thrown at her.

These personal insults and grandma's serious illness were like a [-]-pound weight that made her breathless, her legs weak, and her mind at a loss.

Grandma had suffered from dizziness before, but she didn’t expect it to be so serious after this attack.

The medical expenses are 20 per day, and the surgery also costs about [-].

Where can I get so much money?

Even if I work part-time in the school cafeteria, I only get ten yuan a day.

Counselor Lin Shaoqi said it right, life is like this, no one can decide between life and death.

But now, can I just watch my grandma become seriously ill or even die?

Ding Xueqi screamed feebly in her heart.

Unconsciously, Ding Xueqi walked to the school's small lake.

The sunshine at five o'clock in the afternoon was already in the west of the sky. The dim yellow sunshine shone on the lake, covering it with a golden veil that seemed to match the separation.

Lotus leaves poked their heads out of the lake, and birds landed on the lotus leaves and chirped.

Ding Xueqi's heart gradually drifted into the distance.

When I was young, my mother and grandma were weaving bamboo stools in their hometown. My mother said that a bamboo stool could be sold for five yuan in the city. As long as she made thirty bamboo stools, she could go to school.At that time, she was sitting next to her mother and mother, imitating the two adults in weaving bamboo stools.

Dad also works very hard. He rides a bicycle carrying bags of cement and sand. Although Dad's back is bent and he walks a little rickety, what Dad likes most is to pick her up and spin her around.

Ten years have passed in a flash. Grandma and mother are still weaving bamboo stools, dad is still working on cement, and a younger brother has been added to the family. He is very cute and sensible.

I still remember the last happy time was half a year ago.

It was very bright that day, and the sun hung in the west and shone on the clouds, reflecting a very, very beautiful sunset.

She was holding her younger brother in her arms. After her father came back from a busy day, he helped her mother and grandmother weave bamboo stools, while her mother was cooking outside the earthen house.

"Mom, the sky is so beautiful today."

"Yes, today's Yunhong is beautiful, but it's a bit weird to say the least."

Ding Xueqi happily shared it with her mother, and the family happily sat together to eat and watch the clouds.

Later, Ding Xueqi learned that the sunset that day was originally called an earthquake cloud.

The next day, Ding Xueqi went to school.

She was lucky enough not to die in that horrific and horrific earthquake while she was in physical education class.

And her parents and younger brother all disappeared.

After two days of rescue, Ding Xueqi received the news that her parents and younger brothers were all dead. The only good thing was that her grandmother went to dig vegetables, and she survived.

Grandma held her and cried uncontrollably.

To this day, she still remembers what her grandma said.

[Xue Qi, although your parents are gone, you still have your grandma. You have to live strong and live well. 】

[You have to get out of this mountain and never come back again if you can. 】

[It is too poor here, and there are too many disasters due to climate change. 】

Grandma's words rang in Ding Xueqi's head.

Ding Xueqi looked towards the lake, the reddish sunset reflected in her dull peach eyes.

At this moment, her eyes were blurred by tears, and she seemed to see her grandma again, who was standing in the middle of the lake and looking at her with a smile.

"Grandma, the clouds today are quite beautiful, a bit like the clouds that day."

"Grandma, I'm in so much pain now. Everyone says I'm shameless, and some people throw vegetable soup at me."

"Grandma, are you okay? Can you please don't leave me alone?"

"You are the only relative I have left."

But the grandma in the middle of the lake did not hear her call, but turned away and walked away so decisively.

"Grandma, don't leave me."

Ding Xueqi took a step forward.

puff.

"Ah! Someone is diving, someone is diving!"

The classmates who were having a leisurely date by the lake shouted loudly.

The girls quickly got up and ran into the campus shouting. The boys were at a loss and wanted to save the girl who fell, but they couldn't swim.

Fortunately, there happened to be a physical education teacher walking here. When he heard someone falling into the water, the physical education teacher took off his coat and jumped in without caring about anything.

Ding Xueqi was rescued, but she was obviously choking seriously.

"I'm here to save her. I'm a medical student. She needs emergency treatment now!" A girl rushed out and pressed Ding Xueqi's chest and gave her artificial respiration.

After working hard for a full minute, Ding Xueqi spat out a mouthful of water with a heavy cough, and her breathing gradually recovered.

Ding Xueqi was taken to the infirmary again, but this time she went to the psychology department of the infirmary.

The psychology teacher conducted in-depth consultation with Ding Xueqi, asking about the reasons, any difficulties, etc. Ding Xueqi shook her head and said nothing.

The psychology teacher quickly called the counselor again.

At this moment, Lin Shaoqi had just gotten into the car and was chatting on the phone with his wife.

"You won't be going back for dinner tonight, so you don't have to wait for me."

"Today I want to apply for some subsidies from the school leaders. I might go back late."

"Hey, let me tell you, there is a very pitiful girl in our class. Her family is from the Aba Tibetan area. Today the head of their village called the school and said that her grandma was seriously ill and needed a lot of money for treatment. But, the whole village paid for that girl’s schooling, which is very pitiful.”

"Our school has a special grant that can waive all tuition fees. I plan to apply for it for her."

Lin Shaoqi felt quite heavy.

Ding Xueqi is the kind of girl that I feel pity for. She works hard and is motivated. Lin Shaoqi really wants to help her.

After explaining to his wife, Lin Shaoqi hung up the phone.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the phone was hung up, a strange number had already called.

"Hello, are you Teacher Lin?"

"Well I am, what's wrong."

"Is Ding Xueqi a student in your class? She committed suicide, but was rescued and is now in the psychological counseling room of the infirmary."

Hearing the voice from the other side, Lin Shaoqi's mind buzzed and he became confused.

Suicide?