miss [rebirth]

Chapter 105

While packing, Chen Nian kept asking Fang Zhi, "Are you really going?", "Are you sure?", "The environment is definitely not as good as you thought, it will be very tiring", ? "Didn't you practice with God? Did you abandon him?".

Fang Zhi stuffed the anti-mosquito spray into her bag, then raised her hand to cover her mouth.

"Go."

Chen Nian: "Why...?"

Fang Zhi: "Didn't you agree with Liu Xin?"

Chen Nian: "It's fine for me to go alone, or, if I don't go, I'll ask the teacher to go over and see how she is doing."

Fang Zhi stopped all movements and looked at her: "What are you afraid of?"

Chen Nian: "Huh?"

Fang Zhi: "Are you afraid that I will make Liu Xin look bad? Are you afraid that I will make her angry? Or are you afraid that when you treat her well? I will watch from the side? Will you feel uncomfortable?"

"No..." Chen Nian really couldn't argue.

She is indeed afraid.But what is she afraid of?

If you think about it for a while, you will understand,? She is afraid that Fang Zhi and Liu Xin will stay together, that Fang Zhi will hear Liu Xin's mood, and that Fang Zhi will see Liu Xin's state, and then... be affected.

Fang Zhi's mental state is currently completely healthy, but Chen Nian doesn't know what factors make her unhealthy? Will it happen and when will it happen.

She was afraid that something about Liu Xin would touch her and make things go in an uncontrollable direction.

"I..." Chen Nian was in a daze. After a long while, he came up with a sentence, "Then you will stay with me forever, okay?"

Fang Zhi: "Okay."

Chen Nian: "If you are unhappy, don't force yourself..."

Fang Zhi held her head in both hands: "Am I the kind of person who will force myself?"

It is indeed not at present, Chen Nian shook his head.

Fang Zhi stared into her eyes, her voice was soft, but her words were heart-warming: "I had a great time hanging out with you, but are you happy?"

"When you do these things, when you help others, are you happy?"

Chen Nian felt a emptiness in his heart, unable to answer.

Fang Zhi looked at her quietly for a while, raised her hand to rub her head, and let her go.

She smiled softly: "It's okay, I will make you happy."

Fang Zhi will try to do so.

Early the next morning, they sat up and went to Liu

The car from Xin's hometown is not very far away, and it can be reached in three hours.

Waking up early, Chen Nian was a little dazed, Fang Zhi stuffed her head into his arms and let her rest for a long time.

After the car leaves the city, the scenery outside the window becomes special.

On the long winding mountain road, the trees on both sides of the mountain forest have lost most of their leaves, laying a crunchy layer on the mountain.But it doesn't look bleak.

Chen Nian got up from Fang Zhi's arms, stretched, and opened the car window.

The cool wind blows in and blows away all the confusion.

"The air is so fresh." Chen Nian said.

"Yeah." Fang Zhi leaned closer to her, and looked out the window with her, "I want to go jumping in the woods."

Chen Nian: "Bounce."

Fang Zhi: "When the time comes, take Liu Xin to jump together."

Chen Nian: "..."

Fang Zhi: "Why, is she unwilling?"

Chen Nian thought for a while: "Maybe he is willing."

She had to admit that Fang Zhi captured some of Liu Xin's qualities.

Although Liu Xin is trapped in her own emotions, she is a very kind girl in essence. She doesn't want to trouble others, and she is very grateful for others' help to her.

When Chen Nian helped her a lot, she wanted to repay her, but Chen Nian lacked everything, and she couldn't find the point of repaying it.

So she could only take out all her pocket money and give it to Chen Nian.Then he ran to the countryside by himself, trying not to delay Chen Nian's study or affect the class's collective score during the important exam period.

So, that phone call yesterday.Fang Zhi made a request to Liu Xin, asking her to help solve the problems Chen Nian encountered.No matter how much credibility this matter had, Liu Xin couldn't refuse it.

She really wants to go back some, she really wants to do something worthwhile and meaningful.

So as long as Fang Zhi said, "You take us to play, we don't know the way well. Come over and take a photo for us. Ah, I dare not go over there, can you step on it to see if there are any bugs?", Liu Xin Probably won't refuse.

Chen Nian was surprised by this change of perspective.

She has always stood in the position of a rescuer, and doesn't want Liu Xin to give her anything in return.

She didn't consider that this would only aggravate Liu Xin's dislike of herself.

She wants to ask Fang Zhi, how do you

Will think of these.His mouth moved, but he didn't dare to ask.

Fang Zhi answered by herself: "When I knew you, you were my little angel."

Chen Nianwei opened his mouth and stood there in shock.

Fang Zhi shrank back, turned his head in another direction, and stopped looking at Chen Nian: "What's the matter, did you feel numb?"

Chen Nian realized: "No, no, no, you are my little angel."

Chen Nian: "You are an archangel."

Chen Nian: "You are a fairy, ah, I really didn't expect to know such a beautiful and outstanding person like you."

Fang Zhi's ears became more and more red.

Chen Nian was still waiting to praise, but Fang Zhi raised his hand and gave him a light slap on the arm.

"Okay, shut up."

"Oh." Chen Nian shut his mouth tightly.

But the atmosphere in the car suddenly became different. The wind blowing in through the windows didn't feel cold anymore.

The two sat there blankly for a while, and Fang Zhi finally started the next topic, talking about work.

Talking about this, Chen Nianke has nothing to hesitate and shrink back. She took out her mobile phone, spread it out to chat, and went through a few announcements that she hadn't been able to dismiss before, and looked forward to the future after the college entrance examination. Fang Zhi's brilliant life.

As long as the two of them stayed together, the three-hour journey would not seem long at all.

When the car drove to the entrance of the village, Chen Nian saw Liu Xin waiting on the side of the road.

Fortunately, Liu Xin is wearing a cotton jacket today, looking quite warm.

Chen Nian opened the car door, and Liu Xin took a look inside the car: "Is your driver?"

Chen Nian moved in: "Yes, let's go in together, and let him identify the door by the way, so we can pick him up later."

"Yeah." Liu Xin got into the car, huddled in a corner, and only showed the driver the way, without saying anything else.

Chen Nian observed her state and felt that she was a little distracted.

After getting off the car, Chen Nian asked her, "Are you still taking medicine?"

"Yeah." Liu Xin said, "Grandma thought it was a cure, and she would bring it to me after every meal."

"It's the medicine to cure the disease." Fang Zhi answered, "If you stick to the treatment, your condition will be much better."

Liu Xin glanced at her and said nothing.

Fang Zhi asked her: "Then can you take us out this afternoon?"

Liu Xin's eyes brightened, and her tone was firm: "Yes."

"Okay, thank you." Fang Zhi smiled at her.

Grandma was busy in the kitchen, when she heard the voice, she came out to look, and stared at Fang Zhi and Chen Niankua for a long time.

"Where is such a beautiful doll?"

Fang Zhi smiled sweetly, and Chen Nian took out the gift the two of them had brought to the old man, and received another compliment.

After putting down her luggage, she simply went to the kitchen to help grandma.

Chen Nian has been practicing as a cook for many years, and Chen Nian is a master.Grandma couldn't stop her, the more she blocked, the more people in the kitchen, Fang Zhi came in, and Liu Xin also came in.

The rural kitchen is large and can accommodate so many people.

Chen Nian arranged it very well. When choosing vegetables and peeling, everyone kept their hands and mouths.

With Chen Nian around, everywhere will become lively.

After the meal was finished, grandma's love for Chen Nian was beyond words.

A few people sat together to eat, and picked up a big chicken leg for her.

After dinner, grandma refused to let them into the kitchen, and waved her hands vigorously: "Go and play, go and play."

Chen Nian bent over with a smile: "Then let's go to the field to take pictures."

Grandma: "Go, go."

Chen Nian went back to the house and carried the camera, Fang Zhi grabbed a thin scarf and hung it up for her.

The temperature in the countryside is indeed much lower than that in the city. There is no shelter in all directions, and a gust of wind can lift up clothes and hair.

Liu Xin walked in front of them, not turning her head too much: "What do you want to shoot?"

Chen Niandao: "Walk around casually, shoot whatever you see."

In the beginning, she did take photos of local customs and customs in a pretentious manner, but there are only so many landscapes that can be measured with her feet.

Soon, Fang Zhi grabbed Chen Nian and started playing.She runs on the country road, even if the scenery is bleak, she is as sweet as a flower in early spring.

Chen Nian couldn't help but picked up the camera to take a picture of her, and the camera flickered, and it landed on Liu Xin.

With the crisp shutter sound, Liu Xin turned around and was stunned.

Chen Nian grabbed another one and praised her: "You have a good sense of taking pictures."

Liu Xin's face turned red all of a sudden, she raised her hand to cover her face: "Don't shoot me, I'm ugly, you shoot Fang Zhi."

"Not ugly, come and see," Chen Nian pressed the camera, "You each have your own style."

Liu Xin didn't look at it, and trotted away.

Chen Nian thought it was fun, at least Liu Xin had a positive emotional reaction to it.

The three of them ran and stopped, Chen

Nian snapped a lot of photos of Liu Xin. Liu Xin was very embarrassed, and when she was very embarrassed, she would hide and laugh.

He smiled more normally than before, and when he was shy, he also had a taste of being in the team before.

Fang Zhi held Chen Nian's shoulders: "Liu Xin, help us take some group photos."

Liu Xin took the camera, and it took her a lot of attention and time just to learn how to use this complicated SLR.

Her photography is really not very good, the focus is out of focus, and the composition is even weirder.

Chen Nian laughed out loud when he saw the photo, taught her for a while, and then praised her for a while when she made progress.

When the sun was setting, Liu Xin really didn't expect that time could pass so quickly.

For a long time, in her place, every second of time is being stretched infinitely, there are many voices in her head, like traveling outside time and space, noisy and chaotic, and boring.

She often feels that she is useless and that all her actions and efforts are useless.

They will not bring good results. If you solve the pain, you will only see more pain besides the pain.

But now, she didn't have time to think about it.

Chen Nian waved her hand to ask her to take a snapshot, telling her that this is the most beautiful time of the day, no one should miss it, and everyone must have good-looking photos.

Caixia is all over the sky, and the golden light is brilliant.

Chen Nian took her to take a group photo with the three of them, and insisted on making her jump up. The camera was not far away, and there were many "clicks, clicks, clicks".

Looking back at the replay, there were all kinds of strange movements and expressions, which made her unable to hold back her laughter, and made her unable not to blend into the happiness of Chen Nian and Fang Zhi, as if she was always like this.

As dusk fell, Chen Nian called them to go back home to eat the delicious dinner that grandma had promised at noon.

"Are you used to eating?" Liu Xin asked.

"Of course!" Chen Nian was quite emotional, "Grandma's craftsmanship is really good, no wonder you are so picky, you always think the breakfast at the school gate is not good."

Liu Xin: "I don't think..."

Chen Nian pointed at her expression: "You're disgusted, I can see that."

Liu Xin has yet to explain: "I..."

Chen Nian: "Slightly, slightly, slightly, I won't listen!"

Why are you so childish.

Why is it so cute.

She is so cute that it always reminds her of the time when she first joined the team, looking at Chen Nian from a distance, and then hugging her best friend to send a message.

Those exclamations, those screams held in his chest, and waves of joyful likes.

Those good feelings.

"I didn't bring my computer today, it's too heavy." Chen Niandao, "I'll export the photos and fix them before I send them to you when I go back."

"Do you want the electronic version or print it out? Our mobile phone pixels are not good, so I'll print it out."

"Ah, I've been so busy recently, it's really fun to play like this."

"Come on!!! I want to be the first to sit at the dinner table!!!"

So Liu Xin also rushed up with her, rushed back home, rushed into the rickety warm lights, and rushed into the smell of food engraved in her bones.

After dinner, Liu Xin helped grandma wash the dishes.

She asked grandma: "What was I like when I was a child? Do you remember?"

"Remember." Grandma raised her head and thought for a while, "I love to braid your braids the most. You laugh when they look beautiful, and you cry when they look ugly."

"Do you laugh more or cry more?"

"Laugh a lot, my craft."

"Then what do you do when you cry?"

"After crying for a while, I laughed." Grandma squinted her eyes under the light, looking at her good granddaughter, "My good girl, how beautiful she looks when she smiles."

What a beautiful smile.

After washing the dishes, Liu Xin squatted in the backyard alone and cried for a long time.

The light of the room is behind her, and she knows every tile.She also vaguely remembered the original self, who loved to run, jump, laugh, cry, get up when she fell down, and forget about the pain.

The figure around him flickered, and there was a faint fragrance in his nostrils.

Fang Zhi sat beside her, handed her a piece of paper, and asked her, "Is Chen Nian very nice?"

Liu Xin felt aggrieved, she said: "You know..."

"Yes, I know." Fang Zhi nodded, "Of course I know, but I don't know if you know."

Liu Xin's stubbornness suddenly came up, she clenched her fingers: "Why don't I know, I told you the first time I saw you..."

"Then why do you have the heart to let her worry about you?" Fang Zhi suddenly turned her head and looked at her, her voice was as cold as the wind blowing on her face, "Why do you use liking her as an excuse to rebel against your parents. "

"You jump off the stairs, you jump off the river, you cut your wrists, you take medicine, no matter how you die, you are all on Chen Nian

bear great sins. "

"Yes, you didn't want Chen Nian to know at first, but she knows it now, she already knows it. She tried her best to save you and sacrificed her important time in her third year of high school. She was scared by you and trembled when she heard about you The news is trembling. Is this what she deserves?"

Fang Zhi stared at Liu Xin, as if she wanted to dig into her heart: "Is this what you like about her?"

Liu Xin shook her head frantically, the tears that had just stopped falling down again: "No, I don't, I don't want to..."

Fang Zhi grabbed her arm, controlled her to calm down, and then said word by word: "Then live well, as long as Chen Nian still remembers you."