miss [rebirth]

Chapter 121

This night, the two embraced each other and slept together.

When Chen Nian couldn't fall asleep, Fang Zhi patted her on the back and sang to her softly. The singing was gentle and pleasant, and could float into Chen Nian's dream.

In the middle of the night, it rained a little, pattering.

The next morning, Chen Nian opened his sore eyes, his head ached, and his heart ached.

There was no Fang Zhi by her side, so she sat up suddenly.

The phone page is beating with the latest information, from Fang Zhi: 【I'm going to buy breakfast. 】

Chen Nian heaved a sigh of relief, lay down again, and texted her back, where is the food delicious, where is it more convenient to go out from.

Fang Zhi directly dialed the phone. Chen Nian's throat hadn't been opened yet, it was sticky? Fang Zhi didn't want her to say anything, just talking about something, and pretended that Chen Nian was accompanying her. It's been this way.

When it was time for the breakfast booth, Fang Zhi hung up the phone.

Everyone wakes up late during the holidays, so this is the busiest time for the morning market.

Steamed buns, wonton bean curd porridge, everything you expect.

Zhou Haizhen was standing in front of the steamed stuffed bun stand picking steamed stuffed buns, one with meat, one with spicy cabbage, and one with ground soft vermicelli.

Fang Zhi walked over and stood beside him, her eyes fell on the steaming cage.

"Morning, Doctor Zhou," she said.

Zhou Haizhen smiled and said, "Just call me teacher here."

"Morning, Mr. Zhou." Fang Zhi asked him, "Which stuffing is delicious?"

Zhou Haizhen: "The proprietress is good at cooking, any stuffing is delicious, it depends on what you like to eat."

Fang Zhi nodded, picked the flavor he and Chen Nian liked, and paid.

The two walked forward together, Fang Zhi asked him, "Where else is Teacher Zhou going?"

Zhou Haizhen: "My daughter wants to eat cold rice dumplings. I don't know if there are any."

"You said I want to eat it too." Fang Zhi said, "Then let's find it together."

Zhou Haizhen laughed, and said softly, "No matter how hard you go around here, it won't take long. There are still people waiting at home. You should ask the questions you want to ask as soon as possible."

Fang Zhi exhaled, feeling that talking to Zhou Haizhen was really easy and laborious.

She sorted out her thoughts, but for a moment she didn't know where to start.

She made an appointment with Dr. Zhou, she slept well last night

Not good, wake up from time to time, Chen Nian's condition is even worse, his brows are deeply frowned when he fell asleep.

She was so scared, so scared that she kept clutching her sleeve until the sun rose.

Fang Zhi was a little confused and powerless, not knowing what to do and what else to do.

So she sent a message to Dr. Zhou, wanting to chat with him.

Doctor Zhou said that he was going to buy breakfast, and since both of them were at the Normal University, Fang Zhi simply came over.

Dr. Zhou said that there were people waiting at home, and Fang Zhi thought he meant that. There were also people waiting in Fang Zhi's "home".

So Fang Zhi said: "Well, there is not much time."

Zhou Haizhen nodded.

Fang Zhi: "How can I reassure a person so that she is not afraid."

Zhou Haizhen: "That must depend on what she is afraid of."

Fang Zhi: "I can't guess what she is afraid of, but if you ask her what she is afraid of, she will be even more afraid."

Zhou Haizhen smiled: "Did you come to Normal University yesterday?"

"Yeah." Fang Zhi didn't shy away from it at all, "I slept with Chen Nian last night."

"Chen Nian is something to worry about." Zhou Haizhen said, "But if you feel that digging forward will make her feel more uncomfortable, why not just step back."

Fang Zhi frowned: "I don't want to quit, I think I've found the answer soon."

Zhou Haizhen: "It's up to you to balance. It depends on whether you want to know the answer more or want to make her happy."

Fang Zhi laughed: "Doctor Zhou, why do I think your psychiatrists are so profitable? We talked several times, but you didn't give me some guiding opinions."

Zhou Haizhen raised her eyebrows: "Didn't I mention it? Didn't I suggest you communicate more last time? Open yourself up, and talk about good and bad things with your good friends."

Fang Zhi pursed her lips.

Yes, she opened it.

She broke up her happiness, her depression, and even her anger, and told Chen Nian to pieces.Like a person who drank too much wine, chattering and talking endlessly.

At first, the effect is very good.

She could feel Chen Nian's happiness and comfort, and she could feel that the cloud over Chen Nian's head seemed to have dissipated a lot, but soon, when she expressed herself to her unscrupulously, Chen Nian was suddenly so frightened that he couldn't make a sound. All gone.

Fang Zhi thought about his words carefully many times in his heart.

Is there a problem?Yes, the problem is getting bigger.

She wants to give Chen Nian the whole of herself, she is confident that Chen Nian can accept the whole of herself, but she is too exaggerated.

With what life and death go hand in hand... like a confession.

Fang Zhi raised his hand to cover his face.

She knew that things were not that simple, and she knew that the point of the matter must not be what she cared about, but she was the person involved, and she couldn't help it.

Her emotions would follow Chen Nian, and when Chen Nian was flustered, her heart would also be galloping, and the horse's hooves were raised so gray that they almost covered her beautiful and intelligent eyes.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Haizhen asked, "Is there any problem in communication?"

Fang Zhi pushed down his hat, lowered his eyes to look at his toes: "The sun is a bit big."

Zhou Haizhen squinted her eyes, looking at the aggrieved Sunshine who just showed her head: "Well, it's a bit big."

Fang Zhi kicked the small stone beside his feet: "I still want you to come out and communicate with Chen Nian for me."

Zhou Haizhen: "This is really not in line with our professional code. You can introduce me to her and let her communicate with me as a patient."

Fang Zhi: "I don't want her to feel sick."

Zhou Haizhen: "Doing psychological counseling doesn't mean you're sick."

Fang Zhi: "But everyone just feels sick."

Zhou Haizhen: "This is indeed some public misunderstanding. We have a long way to go to popularize relevant knowledge."

Fang Zhi didn't care much about popular science, she really didn't think Chen Nian was sick, and she didn't want Chen Nian to be sick.

Chen Nian went to check his body, everything was fine and he was very healthy.She just has some secrets and some emotions that cannot be resolved for a while.

"She's just a little tired." Fang Zhi said, "She's just a little tired."

"Yes." Zhou Haizhen replied gently.

Fang Zhi looked up: "There are no cold rice dumplings."

Zhou Haizhen: "It's okay, I can buy something else."

Fang Zhi: "Aren't you afraid of your daughter crying?"

Zhou Haizhen: "She likes a lot of things, and there are many things that she has never seen before. She still doesn't know if she likes them. We don't have to give her cold rice dumplings."

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Zhi felt that there was something in his words, and Fang Zhi felt that he was connoting himself.

She looked up at Zhou Haizhen, took out her wallet, took out his one-hour consultation fee, and handed it to him.

"An hour less than an hour counts as an hour," Fang Zhi said.

Zhou Haizhen laughed: "As a psychiatrist, I earn a lot of money."

Fang Zhi: "Don't hold grudges, I was joking with you."

Zhou Haizhen pushed her hand back: "Today is really not a consultation, I just went out to buy breakfast, and I met a student."

Fang Zhi didn't like to gossip about this kind of thing, Zhou Haizhen didn't want it, so she just took it back.

"Okay." She bowed slightly, "Then thank you Teacher Zhou."

Zhou Haizhen smiled and said, "No thanks, no thanks."

Fang Zhi left with the steamed stuffed bun, Zhou Haizhen turned a corner and slipped away, but still couldn't find the cold rice dumpling.

I have no choice but to buy something else and go back to coax my daughter.

The daughter made a fuss for 3 minutes, but she was a good girl after all. Once the 3 minutes passed, she immediately forgot about it.

Zhou Haizhen spent her vacation at home with peace of mind. At five o'clock in the afternoon, someone came to the door and said that he had a package.

Zhou Haizhen was very surprised: "Where did the package come from? I didn't buy anything."

The big brother outside the door put down the bags in his hand one by one: "The student bought it for you, honor the teacher."

Zhou Haizhen: "Yo."

Big brother: "It's all fresh, and it's directly from Wolong Mountain, so I'm getting a fresh bag today."

Zhou Haizhen flipped through the bag, and found that they were all zongzi.

"Bean paste, jujube, meat, all kinds of flavors." The elder brother handed over a business card, "Mr. Zhou, you have eaten well, call me again."

"Okay, okay." Zhou Haizhen took the business card and moved the zongzi home in bags.

The eldest brother waited, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, and said, "Don't you ask which student bought it for you?"

Zhou Haizhen laughed: "Don't ask, I know, the surname is Fang."

The eldest brother clapped his hands together: "Hey, you really guessed it right."

My daughter now has endless zongzi, and she screamed with joy.

His wife came over and sat next to him: "Today is not the Dragon Boat Festival, and there are people who give zongzi for the National Day."

Zhou Haizhen stared at the ceiling and thought for a while.

"Wife," he held his wife's hand, "some things you can't do as a consultant, but as a teacher, student, or friend, you can do it, right?"

The wife asked: "It depends on what is going on. Killing and arson can never be done."

Zhou Haizhen was amused by her. His wife is not only his lover, but also his real psychological supervisor.He relaxed and told her about Fang Zhi and Chen Nian, only explaining the relationship, not specifics.

In fact, Fang Zhi hasn't told him much about the specific situation until now.

"A very wary child." Zhou Haizhen sighed, "The other one is trembling."

The wife said: "When I don't want you to see it, the more interested you are?"

"No, no." Zhou Haizhen shook her head, "That's not the case."

He himself was also surprised: "It's not for observation, nor is it because I saw a special case. I just feel that these two children look familiar, and I think we should help them."

The wife said, "You already have this idea."

Zhou Haizhen: "Yes, although it was only confirmed today, I always feel that I have had this idea for a long time."

His wife rubbed his head: "Then go according to your inner feelings. You are a doctor to help others. No matter what your status is, just go to the same goal."

"Hey." Zhou Haizhen said with a smile, "I should really pay your consultation fee."

After the chat, he took out his phone and changed Fang Zhi's notes.

【Xiaoyou Fangzhi】

The National Day holiday is over and everything is back to normal.

When she was in school, Zhou Haizhen would get up early and run for five kilometers around the stadium. The rhythm was well adjusted and she didn't feel too tired.

Chen Nian would occasionally come for a run, but Zhou Haizhen ran three times a week.

When they met for the first time, Chen Nian panicked when he saw him. Zhou Haizhen recalled and reflected for a long time, but he really couldn't think of any intersection between himself and this girl that could scare people like that.

This person happened to be the person Fang Zhi mentioned, either the news leaked, or Chen Nian was afraid of doctors.No matter what the reason was, Zhou Haizhen didn't agree to Fang Zhi's request for indirect consultation, so she didn't want to disturb Chen Nian either.

Seeing her on the runway, he turned around and ran elsewhere.

But now, there is no need for this.

Although Zhou Haizhen was very gentle when he received the doctor, he believed in desensitization treatment, so what he was afraid of, he would not be so afraid after contacting him a few times.

After all, he's not really something scary.

Zhou Haizhen entered the stadium, tied her shoelaces, did a warm-up, and then started running slowly.

After half a circle, Chen Nian found the person behind him, turned his head several times, and after confirming that it was him, he suddenly accelerated his speed.

She accelerated really fast, but she didn't rush out of the stadium.

Zhou Haizhen thinks this kid is a bit stupid, the faster you run around this circle, the closer you will be to me, won't you?

Zhou Haizhen could only speed up.

He ran as fast as Chen Nian ran, so that they could maintain a stable distance and make Chen Nian feel safe.

Chen Nian didn't feel safe, she only knew that no matter how fast she ran, Zhou Haizhen could catch up.

When she ran to the eighth lap, her legs were weak from the exhaustion of exerting force, and she couldn't run anymore.

Chen Nian suddenly withdrew his strength and sat down.

When Zhou Haizhen came to her side, she stopped moving forward, her feet were still moving up and down in place.

"Get up," he said, "walk for a while and stretch."

Of course Chen Nian knew it was not good to stop suddenly like this, she looked up at Zhou Haizhen, Zhou Haizhen was gentle and gentle, there were no wrinkles on her face, her brows were stretched, and her eyes were bright.

Chen Nian remembered that she went to Dr. Zhou's house again and again, blocking his door, begging him to tell her the truth.

Every time Zhou Haizhen's expression was very sad, Chen Nian knew that he really cared about this patient.

Chen Nian wanted to take advantage of his concern, and finally forced him to retire, giving himself a road full of fog.

Now, the path is becoming clearer.

Chen Nian really wanted to never see this old friend again, and really wanted to sit down with this old friend, have a cup of tea, and ask him how to go next.

"Get up." Zhou Haizhen urged her again.

Chen Nian got up and walked forward resignedly.

Zhou Haizhen followed her, finished buffering and stretching with her, and then asked her: "Student, we haven't met before in the supermarket, right? Why are you so afraid of me? If I do something wrong, you can tell me talk about

, I apologize to you. "

Chen Nian shook his head, there was no need to apologize.

But feng shui took turns, and now, she had the secret that Zhou Haizhen wanted to know, but had no way of knowing.