Reborn love is not sweet talk

Chapter 26 Decision

After resting for two days, Zou Panshu thought about the future in an unusually silent manner. Dajiang, who was always nervous, could see his strangeness, and asked him about it, but he was turned back.

No matter what, life always goes on.Zou Panshu ushered in the first working day of an assistant with Ren Shukuang not in the office. What's more, the partner is a German company. Zou Panshu knows nothing about German except for extremely simple daily expressions such as hello, goodbye, and dinner. His English is not good enough to keep up with the progress, and there are still many professional terms that he cannot understand at the meeting.German is just a consideration on the agenda in the near future. Zou Panshu originally planned to start learning now, and now economic conditions allow him to attend paid training courses on weekends. He hopes that by this time next year, he can speak English and German at a level different from others not big.

"Secretary Li, please arrange work for me." Zou Panshu reluctantly walked into Secretary Li's office and asked.I don't have myself among the busy figures on the top floor, and it feels uncomfortable to be forgotten in a corner.

Secretary Li pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, frowned and said, "The most urgent work at present is related to the YVA cooperation case, and all instructions are in German and English. Are you competent?"

Secretary Li's office is a large office, similar to the executive office dedicated to serving the president. Secretary Li occupies a corner. Opposite her are six senior secretaries working with their heads bowed. There are three women and three men. In fact, there should be two more. They are here, but the two of them went to Germany with Ren Shukuang on a business trip.Zou Panshu's office was previously dedicated to the chief assistant, and he used to select the top position from this office.

Zou Panshu knew very well that these people were dissatisfied with him, and even tried to avoid himself at work. At this moment, when Secretary Li finished speaking, other people curled their lips, sniggered, and some sneered. irony.

Secretary Li scanned the audience, the sharp eyes of a professional strong woman were like swords, and the others immediately lowered their eyes and stopped making trouble.

Zou Panshu didn't understand what Secretary Li's attitude was. He knew that he was really incompetent, and he couldn't refute the truth, "You can give me another job, and the YVA case has nothing to do with it." He continued to plead, but unexpectedly, when Ren Shukuang left, None of the jobs sent to me are gone.

Secretary Li looked at his sincere eyes, pondered for a while, and said, "Okay. The president told me that you can control it freely during this period. Since you want to assign work, let's deal with it. It's only related to English." Secretary Li flipped through the folders on her desk, took out four or five and handed them to Zou Panshu.

"Thank you. I'll come to you again if necessary." Zou Panshu took it steadily, still wondering what Ren Shukuang meant.

Back in the office, the next room is the president's office, but now there is no such cold person sitting there anymore, Zou Panshu felt a sense of loss for no reason, and realized that he was absent from work, so he quickly cleared up his mood, opened the folder and started working .

Holding his breath, Zou Panshu concentrated on his work. When he looked back at the time, he was shocked. It turned out to be past two o'clock in the afternoon, and his stomach was growling unsatisfactorily, reminding him of abuse.

It seemed that this was the first time in half a year that he didn't eat on time, Zou Panshu suddenly thought of this, and felt sad.Is it really right to sit in the position of this assistant?In the past, no matter whether it was in a bar or living with Dajiang when he was not working, even when he was in the Ministry of Internal Affairs, his colleagues greeted him for lunch in twos and threes, but since he came to the top floor, since he occupied the most prestigious office on the top floor except for the president's office, there was no one there. He will greet himself to eat, and even Ren Shukuang's meals are all remembered by himself.

He rubbed his already empty stomach, thought for a while and didn't go downstairs, there must be no food in the cafeteria, and it's inconvenient to bring in takeaway at this time, so as not to leave another excuse for others, he rummaged through the drawers and packages, and sure enough I found two small bags of sandwich biscuits, which were pastries left by Ren Shukuang working overtime just in case.He got up and went to the tea room to make a cup of black tea with milk, and then walked around the office, stretching his stiff limbs, thinking of the fully functional gym in the president's lounge, and couldn't help being slightly distracted.

He knew that Ren Shukuang was full of energy, maybe it was a habit left over from childhood, no matter how busy he was at work, he would always spend some time in the gym a day, and sometimes he would even stay for five or six hours of non-stop training when he was free at work, so even if he It looks lean on the outside, but actually has no muscles at all, firm and full.In the previous life, I didn't know his past, but I just admired his strong figure hidden under the formal clothes. Only in this life did I know what kind of pain is hidden under such a perfect explosive figure. I am not envious anymore, not only do I not envy, but I feel pity in my heart every time I think of it.

Feeling the dim light, he realized that it was already evening. Zou Panshu looked at the time and hurriedly ended it, so as not to miss dinner again.Although Ren Shukuang said that he could order takeout, Zou Panshu didn't think he was so delicate, and he didn't think that the takeaways in five-star hotels were so expensive and delicious. , couldn't help smiling, that person probably never knew how touching his tenderness was.

"Pan Shu, you are too late to get off work. I have been waiting for a long time. Go to dinner with me."

With a slightly reproachful voice, Zou Panshu was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect that Pang Fei would sit on the bench where he used to sit and wait for him. He walked towards him quickly while talking.

His voice was so intimate and loud, the other colleagues beside him couldn't help but look at Zou Panshu whether they knew him or not, Zou Panshu was embarrassed, wondering what Pang Fei was going to do.

"Panshu? Are you uncomfortable?" Pang Fei is tall and handsome. He wears decent casual clothes of this season's famous brands. He is always sensitive to fashion and well-matched. Several eager eyes circled around Pang Fei.

"No. Why are you here?" Zou Panshu frowned, he didn't want to be the center of focus.

Hearing his unkind tone, Pang Fei's earnest and elegant smile froze. There was no one else in his eyes, so he couldn't realize the situation at the moment. He said nana: "I've thought about it for three days, and I've decided that I still want to be with you If you agree, I will go and talk to my parents about our affairs..."

Fortunately, the voice was lowered this time, but it also shocked Zou Panshu. He quickly covered Pang Fei's mouth with his hand to prevent him from talking nonsense. The colleagues who knew if they heard something smiled, and led them away from the company's gate quickly.

"How can you talk nonsense like this!" Zou Panshu was a little annoyed at this man's indiscriminate words, walked along Huaihai Road to the intersection in front of him, turned, found a secluded corner, and immediately questioned him.

Only then did Pang Fei realize that he spoke so naturally, but he had already thought about it, and said: "Since two men want to be together, don't care about other people's opinions. We live our own lives, and who is in the way. However, If you care, I will pay attention to it in the future."

Zou Panshu couldn't believe his thinking logic, although he was a little moved by his calmness, ever since he found out that he was gay, all he wanted in his life was to find someone to form a family and live a good life, but he no longer struggled with it In his previous life, he didn't even have any thoughts about Pang Fei. Those hurts and current love were all exiled by him with tears.

"Although I am very grateful that you don't discriminate against these things, I didn't agree to say that I want to be with you. Brother Pang Fei, you'd better not go this way." Zou Panshu thought of his oolong trouble that day, and only felt a headache. Hui didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore, and pointed it out straightforwardly, even, he sincerely hoped that Pang Fei would not take this road, this single-plank bridge was too difficult.

"You, how could you do this?" Pang Fei's expression was fierce, and his anger was also suppressed by him.

Seeing him like this, maybe he really moved his heart, Zou Panshu faintly felt sad, but he would no longer soften his heart, "I was wrong that day, I was stopped by you when I was going to leave, so I forgot to say, we can't be together. "

"Why? Tell me the reason. I met you on the first day you came to S City. Do you have someone you like?" Pang Fei asked.He was never a shrinking person. After thinking about it for three days in the dark, and carefully considering his future life, he made up his mind to come out with his parents. It was just that he wanted to see Zou Panshu so much that he came to his company to wait downstairs. He didn't even dare to make a phone call, just because he was worried that this person would hide from him.

Now he knew why he was worried, because he didn't believe that Zou Panshu would agree in his heart, everything was his own insistence, but before that he could still deceive himself in a dream, and now he woke up from the dream.

After sending Pang Fei away, Zou Panshu could never forget his shocked face. Hearing that he answered positively that he had someone he liked, Zou Panshu only felt sore in his heart, but also carried a sense of shock. relieved.He hoped that Pang Fei could wake up as soon as possible, and not fall into the dream he wove. It is such a difficult road for two men to be together.

I don’t know if it’s because of Pang Fei’s liking, his sincere confession, and even his willingness to come out to the family for the two of them to be together, Zou Panshu’s scars in his previous life were truly healed, leaving only his blessings to Pang Fei, and he has nothing in this life He made a mistake, and he didn't give him a chance to do it wrong. Looking at him from the side, he was also a good man who dared to do something. Zou Panshu laughed at himself in his heart. It was because he was not lucky to get him in his previous life. It has nothing to do with others, everything is your own choice.

So, what about the choices in this world?Do you want to continue chasing Ren Shukuang?

Zou Panshu has already made a firm decision that he will not rush to deal with Ren Shukuang any more. If he can only get him to hide at home like he treats male pets in return for his unrestrained efforts like before, then he would rather not have this kindness and tenderness. dream.

People have to love themselves first, and then others will love you more. Zou Panshu feels that after two lifetimes, it is not too late for him to know.

Putting aside these distracting thoughts, Zou Panshu still works hard, studies hard, and is full of energy.

However, he didn't expect that Pang Fei would stick to him like brown candy, waiting for him in the small square in front of the company every day, no matter whether he faced him with a cold face or scolded him angrily, it was useless even if he didn't say a word. He has been like this for a whole week cut off.

"What exactly do you want?" Zou Panshu said angrily. This person seriously interfered with his work and life.

Pang Fei's face was gloomy, and his voice was not as confident as before, "I didn't think about it, but I couldn't help but come to see you. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow are weekends, so come have dinner with me tonight."

"I've eaten at the company." Seeing how he lamented, Zou Panshu still couldn't just walk away. Apart from following him from the company to the dormitory for a few minutes, he didn't do anything excessive.

When Pang Fei heard that he actually answered, although he didn't agree, he was very happy, and said with bright eyes: "Then accompany me to have a drink, can't we treat it as an old friend?" Seeing Zou Panshu's silence, He added another sentence: "Just go to get lost. Xiaobao and Qin Mingyu are also here. We haven't been together for a long time. Okay?"

As soon as he heard Qin Mingyu's name, Zou Panshu subconsciously shook his head, but it was unnecessary, wasn't it? Ren Shukuang said that he sent Qin Mingyu away that night. If he couldn't even face him, how could he face him? Regarding Ren Shukuang's past, he began to hesitate, and felt that Pang Fei, who put himself so lowly, was too pitiful.

Seeing his hesitation, Pang Fei felt that there was something to be said, and his week-long stalking was still effective, so he continued to follow up and cheered: "Go. I won't do things that embarrass you. I think you work so late every day, so you should Just relax and combine work and rest. You are still so thin, don't forget your body at work. Let's go."

While talking, Pang Fei had already stretched out his hand to stop the taxi. When the taxi stopped, he opened the door and looked at the person with bright eyes, full of expectation. Zou Panshu got into the car silently.

In fact, facing Xiaobao and Qin Mingyu again was not as difficult and entangled as imagined. There were also undercurrents between those two people, but they were well maintained and did not affect other people.The four of them had a good time that night. Xiao Bao didn't have a fixed position, he just needed to say hello to some old customers. Qin Mingyu would ask for leave immediately in the second half. They all knew about Pang Fei's affairs. The atmosphere was unexpected. harmonious.

In the end, it was Qin Mingyu who proposed to take a two-day weekend trip together, and then go to the surrounding cities of S City. He said that he might go abroad next spring, and he would not return to China for at least three or four years after this trip. He would inevitably miss this place.

Pang Fei and Xiaobao couldn't wait for it, they immediately agreed, and even arranged the accommodation for that night. Zou Panshu didn't know anything about the surroundings of S City, and he had never taken such a trip in his life. up.

Xiao Bao and Pang Fei toasted with foolish smiles, winked and made jokes they knew, the friendship between childhood sweethearts was really different.

Zou Panshu looked at them, and then at Qin Mingyu, and couldn't help but smile. Putting aside grievances, it's not bad to have a few friends.