Chapter 54
Chapter 54
After soaking his face in cold water, Zou Panshu walked back to the bed, put his arms around Ren Shukuang's neck, buried his head on his shoulder and said, "I came back by myself, he went to pick me up."
Ren Shukuang hugged him, and originally expected to give him some color when he came back, but he really hugged him, seeing his face like a cat, and even crying, I just felt soft in my heart , It was too late to feel sorry for him, and I really couldn't express my temper at all. I stretched out my arms and hugged him and asked in surprise: "Why did you come back? Didn't you go out secretly to relax alone? Did something happen?"
Hearing the anxiety in his tone, Zou Panshu felt even more ashamed. In fact, he should have discovered that although Ren Shukuang usually doesn't talk much, he can't help being very concerned about his own affairs. How can I forget the feeling of caring.
"Nothing happened. I came back when I missed you, and then met Xiao Tingcheng. I didn't know you were sick. I'm sorry."
"It's none of your business. I didn't pay attention to it. I'll take you to Greece again when I have a chance." Ren Shukuang patted him on the head to comfort him.
Zou Panshu backed out abruptly, glared at him fiercely, and then said discouragedly: "Xiao Tingcheng told me everything, you don't need to enlighten me. I won't do this again in the future. Hit me, or scold me I can do it too, I'll feel better that way." After speaking, he picked up the man again, his head still lowered as if he had no strength.
Ren Shukuang looked at him sideways, and he could only see the back of his head. Sitting like this was tiring, and his body recovered fairly well, but after a long period of tension, he relaxed, and he became a little tired.
He simply pulled Zou Panshu up, and when he took off his coat and pants and both of them lay down sideways and faced each other, Ren Shukuang said a little seriously: "Let's talk. I won't hit you, nor will I." Scolding you, but you have to tell me what happened to you suddenly during this time? Did I do something to make you sad? "
The thin lips opened and closed, exuding a slightly hoarse voice, which was the sexiest voice in the world to Zou Panshu's ears. Suddenly, the two of them were so close together that each other's breath sprayed on their faces , Suddenly he was a little distracted, he twisted a few times, his whole body became hot, he glanced a few times before he dared to settle on Ren Shukuang's face, looked directly at him and said: "I was thinking wildly in those days, thinking that you don't like me , I can only follow you by pestering you."
"Nonsense! You made yourself sick just because of this, and ran out of the country without making a sound?"
Ren Shukuang only felt a heat in his head, and a sullen feeling rose from the bottom of his heart.
At first, he thought about it and finally decided that someone must have found Zou Panshu, either a threat or something moved him emotionally, but when he heard that it was just this person's wild imagination, he couldn't help but widen his eyes. , the corner of his mouth twitched a few times, wondering if he should be punished, but seeing his listless appearance, he was speechless for a moment, and couldn't say more severe punishment words.
"It's not all." Zou Panshu looked at it, shrunk his neck and leaned against the wall, as if he was really inferior when he said that.
Ren Shukuang pulled him back, pressed his hand on his buttocks, and slapped him twice, pretending to be fierce, and said: "Say what you have said once, and if you have any doubts, I will also say it." I just have something to ask you."
Ren Shukuang spent the past two days on the hospital bed, carefully recalling every bit of the relationship between the two of them, and decided to speak out the doubts in his heart. Since he knows what he wants, he will never allow Zou Panshu to back down. I don't want to keep doubts in my heart anymore.
As long as he has finished speaking, he will start to focus his work abroad. If his parents still can't accept it, he will take Zou Panshu to settle abroad, and he will definitely not let Zou Panshu follow him. I have to be constrained by all parties.
Seeing his seriousness, Zou Panshu could only ignore the part of being beaten, and summoned up the courage to ask: "I think you are wary of me, but I can't figure out what is wrong, and what I heard Say you have a fiancee..."
The air in the ward was cold for a few degrees in an instant, and Ren Shukuang pondered whose little action it was with a cold face. After thinking about it, he realized that someone should not have found him, otherwise he would not be like this, so he put away the chill, and combined with him, he was discharged from the hospital Then he asked, "Did Xiao Tingcheng talk to my sister? You were in Yongyuan's apartment at that time?"
Seeing him nodding his head, Ren Shukuang scolded those two meddlesome people secretly, no wonder he wanted to run away, but this cannot be a reason for him to run away, so he slapped him twice again, just pretending twice, this time After exerting some strength, Zou Panshu gasped for breath and did not dare to resist.
"You are so stupid, you believe what others say! Show some courage when you came after me, and ask me directly? How dare you run away alone. You are really...really..."
Ren Shukuang couldn't find words to describe him for a while, but he just felt that he was so untrustworthy in his eyes, and he would believe what others said in a few words, so he couldn't help but feel a little chilled, he had never cared so much about a person, and was so useless. Too much thought, but in the end, he couldn't stand up to other people's monologues, and his eyes were dark, and something dangerous was brewing.
Zou Panshu was startled, he had already realized this problem, and today's conversation was going to be open and honest, so he quickly put his arms around his waist and hurriedly explained: "I didn't run away, I just feel that it's a pity that I can't go, and You are too abnormal these days, I am afraid. Really, I didn’t think about running away, I regretted it as soon as I bought the ticket, but I couldn’t bear the handling fee so I had to go.”
"I'm abnormal? I've been thinking about things these days, so I talk less. This matter is related to you. I don't know how much Xiao Tingcheng told you. After you follow me, your freedom will be restricted. Pan Shu, tell me, you will Have you thought about it? This time you are sure, there will be no retreat in the future, and I will not give you any retreat, while I am now..."
"I've made up my mind." Zou Panshu hurriedly covered his mouth with one hand to prevent him from saying anything else, "I am willing, I thought it through on the streets of Athens, Shukuang, I love you, and I will never I won't leave you anymore. As long as I'm by your side, I'm not afraid of anything."
His eyes are as bright as stars, his expression is focused and dignified, and there is still a little redness and swelling. His originally delicate and childish face looks a little funny now, with red eyes and red nose, messy hair, and dull skin. But it was this person who really touched the softness in my heart. He was not stunning but had an exquisite heart.
Ren Shukuang's eyes flickered, he reached out to support the back of his head, pressed the person towards him, kissed his lips lightly, rubbed his palms against his waist, and kissed him long and delicately, he said solemnly after a while: : "In this life, if you don't let me down, I won't let you down. I like you, Panshu."
Ren Shukuang only felt that as soon as these words came out, his whole life was lit up. He picked up the tears he fell again with his fingertips, and they were warm and warm. He put them on the tip of his tongue and licked them. My emotions are just like these tears, sweet, bitter, warm, and cold.
"Fool, we agreed not to cry."
"I'm not crying, I'm happy. I have something to tell you..." Zou Panshu sniffed and wiped all the tears on Ren Shukuang's clothes in a very rude way. He was a little nervous, not knowing what the next words would be. He didn't know what kind of reaction he got, whether the warmth at the moment could continue, but he didn't intend to hide it.
"Okay, tell me, I'll listen." Ren Shukuang also felt his body tense instantly, and grabbed his hand tightly, thinking about what made him so heavy.
Whose conspiracy is it really to confuse his familiarity with himself?His unspeakable thoughts were hidden in his deep eyes, and he patted him on the back encouragingly. It's fine for him to speak, otherwise Ren Shukuang also planned to ask. He is a person who will not leave a way out for himself and others people.
Not noticing that something was wrong with Ren Shukuang at all, Zou Panshu said it out loudly.
"Whether you believe it or not, I am a reborn person. On the last day of the end of this year, I ran out of the Yongyuan apartment in my previous life and died in a car accident in the middle of the night. Then I was reborn on the first day of the new year last year. That was my first day in S City. I met Pang Fei and Xiaobao. They introduced me to you in my previous life, and you kept me in your apartment. You are all alone for one year, maybe even most of you They were all driven away for more than half a year, but I have stayed with you for almost two years, if something happened that day, I don't know what will happen later..."
Zou Panshu didn't even hide the entanglement between Pang Fei and himself, and poured everything out like beans.
From the trajectory of the previous life to his transformation after his rebirth in this life, how he single-mindedly identified Ren Shukuang, how he chased his footsteps, all the while talking about the secrets he saw in Ren Shukuang's study, and how many times he talked about it. The fluctuations in my thoughts a few days ago, talking about the unbearable pain when I heard that he had a fiancée, and talking about his life without Ren Shukuang, it would be a disaster more tragic than death...
I don't know if this experience was too sensational, neither of them moved much, Zou Panshu's voice was talking too much, and after crying for so long, it was already as hoarse as a broken gong, but he still insisted on saying it all at once. Finished, then closed his mouth, not daring to lift his head to look at others, and his body stiffened as if waiting for the sentence to be pronounced quietly.
"Past life, did I hurt you?" Ren Shukuang asked after a while.
Zou Panshu was startled by his question, his big deer-like eyes were so red and swollen that they were narrowed into slits, completely lost the expression of the past.
Ren Shukuang knew that what he could say could definitely be said, if he came to him with such an identity, he would definitely have to struggle in the early stage.Among other things, he remembered that when he treated those people in the past, he would never help to clean up after finishing the work. Sometimes when he couldn't suppress the violence in his heart, he had to find someone to vent. After so long, the physique is still deviated, so it can be seen that he must have suffered a lot in his previous life.
He just felt that his heart was full of distress, which was like a wave of waves drowning him.
He didn't know what Zou Panshu was worried about, he believed every word Zou Panshu said, this person has always been so clear and honest, with a purity that ordinary people don't have.
The world is so big, he only met one Zou Panshu, and he felt lucky that he had put his heart on him in the past and present.
He was sure that he was tempted by his behavior in the previous life, but it was a pity that he ruined this person because of a misunderstanding. Fortunately, they still have a chance to do it again.
Holding him tightly, with the fear that he would disappear like a bubble in the next moment, Ren Shukuang kissed his forehead and asked in a hoarse voice: "I hurt you at that time, right? I won't in the future Now, forget about those bad memories. We live in the present. Don’t be afraid anymore, I believe in you, I love you, Pan Shu. What I want to say just now is that I also have doubts. You are too familiar with me. This also scares me. During this period of time, there are more actions at my house. I am afraid that you have something to do with the opponents of the Ren family. I am just a little suspicious these days..."
Thinking that he once got into a car accident after running out because of a misunderstanding, and Ren Shukuang's heart was killed, there will always be a wound that cannot heal, and then he realized that he must not be able to concentrate when he goes out these few days. If something happened, it would be another eternal separation. At that time, who would give him another chance?
"Promise me, in the future, if we have any doubts between us, we will ask directly, don't keep it in your heart, and you must be careful when you go out in the future." Ren Shukuang told him, and he didn't stop until he was sure he listened.
Both of them were very sleepy, Zou Panshu was caused by over-excitement, Ren Shukuang was caused by the drug effect, the two fell asleep while embracing each other unconsciously while talking, blending each other's breath.
When they all woke up, they realized that it was already dark outside. Ren Shukuang knew that it must be Xiao Tingcheng who stopped the nurse again. For the two of them, it would be best to have such an open talk and enough sleep For the sake of this guy's self-consciousness, Ren Shukuang decided to let him talk nonsense and cause Zou Panshu to run away from home.
He didn't realize at all that since Zou Panshu renovated the apartment, he began to regard the apartment as his home.
Zou Panshu's eyes were swollen and he couldn't even open them. He once again took advantage of the darkness of the room to see each other's expressions, and after confirming that Ren Shukuang believed his words and would not treat him as a monster, he happily got up.
Ren Shukuang also knew that he was embarrassed, so he didn't turn on the light in the room, but watched him slowly crawl over his body and step on the ground to go to the bathroom with the afterglow coming in from the window. I got his permission before turning on the light, and I saw that he was still sitting on the sofa, waiting for the moment the light turned on to cover his eyelids with a wet towel.
As soon as the light came on, there was a knock on the door. Xiao Tingcheng asked outside the door if he could prepare dinner. After getting a response, he said that he would come back soon and walked away. He seemed to be with someone else.
It wasn't until they brought the meal in that they found out that Ren Ruoxi was there, and Zou Panshu immediately felt embarrassed, forget about Xiao Tingcheng, Zou Panshu found it difficult to adapt to the identity of Ren Shukuang's sister, and felt a little cramped.
Probably Xiao Tingcheng said something, but Ren Ruoxi was no different than usual, looked at the state of the two of them, and did not say much when Ren Shukuang insisted on begging for food and was discharged from the hospital, and sent them to the apartment downstairs with Xiao Tingcheng. leave.
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